I hate it when people like to take advantage of me. I may be nice, but that doesn't mean people can take me for granted.

There is a difference between a "request" and "demand". I can always decline a "request", but as a gesture of goodwill, I will gladly do it as a favour. But if people come to me and "demand" me to do something, as though it's my responsibility to fulfill that demand. But what I do not understand about myself, why do I proceed to fulfill that demand? Even though I was unhappy inside, I still do the task reluctantly. Was it because I want to avoid trouble, or I just couldn't be bothered? Was it because I want to prolong the friendship and do not want to this issue to strain the relationship? And to make matter worse, no words of appreciation after what I've done. I really felt bitter and angry inside. I do not expect to be treated like god, but at least a word of thanks would live up my spirit.

For those who do not know the other side of me, I can bite people's head too. Not just that, I can even eat up the brain and suck up the blood. Do not test my patience!! There is always a word called 'limit'. Once my anger reach the 'limit' line, I am not who you think I am. Rest assured that you will regret what you have done to me. By then, no soothing words can compose me. No apology can be accepted. Make no mistake to understand that!!! Arrrggghhhh.....!!!!

But so far, none of the above has happened. It's all in my head. My imagination always run wild if I do not control my mind and emotion. End of the day, I always remind myself to return to the correct path. And I pray that I hope will not do the same to other human beings as what these people did to me.