I want to cry hard....for Allah.
I want to cry more....for Rasulullah.
I need THEM for my akhirat.
I do not want to pull my husband to hell for my sins.
I do not want to pull my son to hell for my sins.
I do not want to pull my father for my sins.
Ya Allah...I beg your sympathy and forgiveness.
*sob sob*
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Friday, April 25, 2008
Another Day
ALLAH is kind to me.
He gives the taste of being sick since yesterday, But I am grateful for that.
I can still presume my normal routine chores.
I pray. I do laundry. I cook. I vacuum the house. I change the carpet. I even got the strength to sit in front of the PC.
HE makes me fall sick, and I shall go to HIM for prescription.
ALHAMDULILLAH....
He gives the taste of being sick since yesterday, But I am grateful for that.
I can still presume my normal routine chores.
I pray. I do laundry. I cook. I vacuum the house. I change the carpet. I even got the strength to sit in front of the PC.
HE makes me fall sick, and I shall go to HIM for prescription.
ALHAMDULILLAH....
Thursday, April 24, 2008
The Chosen One
Someone close called me up the other day and asked me, how come I was not one of the chosen one?
After having some thoughts about it, I came up with these...
It's inevitable to feel disappointed when I am not the chosen one. I asked lots of questions wondering what it takes to make me the chosen one.
It is trust? Or how long I should know that person? Does it base on my ability and compassion?
Should I be disappoint when not given the privilege to read/view something exclusive and private?
Maybe the right word to describe the disappointment is "being left out".
But I forget one very important thing. Actually it's okay to be left out on the above situation. As it only happen in this WORLD.
I should be real disappoint when not chosen by ALLAH for his taufiq and hidayah.
I should cry hard when not given by ALLAH His compassionate guidance.
My heart should break when I fail to remember ALLAH when HE is there for me every seconds of my life.
I AM NOTHING without ALLAH's love.....
Death is CONFIRMED, but life only...INSYAALLAH.....
When one door is shut on me, I know there's lots of other opening doors waiting for me to enter. ALLAH is far and just.
And the latest, I was welcomed to join an exclusive "cats group of people." Heh heh....
So do I still feel disappointed for the above "human" reason.
Totally NO.
I can smile now. ALHAMDULILLAH....
After having some thoughts about it, I came up with these...
It's inevitable to feel disappointed when I am not the chosen one. I asked lots of questions wondering what it takes to make me the chosen one.
It is trust? Or how long I should know that person? Does it base on my ability and compassion?
Should I be disappoint when not given the privilege to read/view something exclusive and private?
Maybe the right word to describe the disappointment is "being left out".
But I forget one very important thing. Actually it's okay to be left out on the above situation. As it only happen in this WORLD.
I should be real disappoint when not chosen by ALLAH for his taufiq and hidayah.
I should cry hard when not given by ALLAH His compassionate guidance.
My heart should break when I fail to remember ALLAH when HE is there for me every seconds of my life.
I AM NOTHING without ALLAH's love.....
Death is CONFIRMED, but life only...INSYAALLAH.....
When one door is shut on me, I know there's lots of other opening doors waiting for me to enter. ALLAH is far and just.
And the latest, I was welcomed to join an exclusive "cats group of people." Heh heh....
So do I still feel disappointed for the above "human" reason.
Totally NO.
I can smile now. ALHAMDULILLAH....
Monday, April 21, 2008
Here I Am
It's been almost a year I left this blog alone.
But this fingers of mine have been itching to blog again.
So....InsyaAllah, I'll start to write again.
But this fingers of mine have been itching to blog again.
So....InsyaAllah, I'll start to write again.
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