Big Lessons Learnt

In this life, I've met all sorts of people.

I've learnt a few very big lessons last week. The lessons that can make me remember for the rest of my whole life.

I sincerely gave some advice, but sadly it was labelled as "scolding". My intention was being misunderstood.

I dutifully feedback some issue, but it was taken as "complain". Then tongue wars started. Scary.

My words were twisted and they made a small issue, big.

Some people were really unfair, bias and such a suck-up to other people of higher rank. What could they gain? Seriously, NOTHING!

Where was my mistake? I talked too much. I involved too much. Really too much.

I learnt my mistakes the hard way. I am so going to avoid these people. I have too many sins already. Just by being with them, it will get worse.

I'll stick to the small and certain group of people who really accept me as what I am.

The next important thing, is to keep my mouth shut. When there's nothing to say, I'll glue my mouth. I want to smile more, rather than talk more.

"Ya Allah, please forgive me, as I have sins. Bring me close to the people that can bring me closer to YOU. Guide me. Help me, Ya Allah..."

Decision....Decision

To be near or to stay away?

To join an open group or to be with a close group?

To get involve or not to get involve?

To have lots of friends or to have only a close few friends?

To voice out or to keep quiet?

To go or not to go?

To cook or not to cook?

To entertain the children or to have more own free time?

To have nothing to do with it or to have something to do with it?

To stay neutral or to take side?

To obey husband or to listen to majority says?

To shift the furniture or to let it stay as it is?

To buy good but expensive one or to buy cheap but useable one?

To take medicine or to let it heal by itself?



Guide me in making the right decisions, Ya Allah...

Bring me to those who can lead me closer to you, Ya Rahman...

Show me the way to have peaceful in life...Ya Rahim...