Of Love

He turns 38 yesterday. Alhamdulillah.



Allah grants me with a loving, wonderful and understanding partner. And I believe, with his faith and patience, he is the one that can lead me to THE ONE. InsyaAllah.

I Can Live Without It

Without realizing, I have not been online for almost 2 weeks.

I did not check my email.

I did not log on to my Facebook, Multiply and Flickr account.

I did not update my blog.

I did not on my PC at all.

And who says I cannot live without internet?

During those days, I kept myself occupied with other things. I have three children having exams. My youngest two children have long completed their exams, left with my eldest, which her last paper will be on 3rd November. Waiting for all the exams to be over is such an agony. And I foresee my anxiety will increase again while waiting for their results.

I pray for the best for all my three children. I believe that Allah is with them.

Something New

New class.

New place.

New subject.

New friends.

I'm thrilled!!

Fitrah

Reality sets in.

Am I back to Fitrah, where I am supposed to be?

I am still seeking and my spiritual journey to Fitrah is still a long way...

I pray hard that I can find what I've been looking for all these while.


"I accept YOUR invitation, Ya Allah....

I place myself near YOU, Ya Allah....

I submit my whole self to YOU, Ya Allah...

I redha on what YOU have arrange for me, Ya Allah...."

Holding On

"So, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief,
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief."

~ Surah Al-Insyirah (94 : 5-6)

I'm holding on to this...

I really do.