Asked. And HE will give.

I've decided to cease one of my classes.

The teacher, no doubt is good and has deep knowledge, but I couldn't make myself to attend his class at this mosque anymore. From day one I started joining, too many distractions overtook the class. The noise, the unnecessary talks, the lateness, the absence. I just didn't feel "fit-in". It's just not for me.

I asked from Allah, please show me the way to gain HIS knowledge. I'm yearning for more. I need beneficial knowledge. Knowledge that goes straight to the heart. Not just ordinary ones.

Subhanallah, Subhanallah, Subhanallah!!!

HE shows me the way, not just one, but a few for me to choose. MasyaAllah!!

A sweet sister-in-Islam recommended me to attend a class today, and I did. Just imagine, on the first day upon hearing the Ustaz's words, could make me cry, what will happen when I attend all his classes? His words simply moved my heart. This Ustaz is sort of a male version of my beloved Ustazah Sharifah Maimunah. Both of them stressed on the cleansing and purifying of the hearts. Cause everything start from there - the heart. Too bad that this Ustaz is just a relieve teacher for today's class. But I managed to find out his other classes that he teaches. I wanted my Hubby to sit in his class, at least, once.

That's why I said earlier, all I did was asked from Allah, and HE gives to me.

Allahu Akbar!

I tell myself, "make your time for Allah, and Allah will be there for you."

"Ya Allah, please don't let me walk alone. I need YOUR blessings and redha"