The perils of being a woman......
I have to do something to control my anger during PMS. I think it has come to a dangerous stage where I have no idea what's got into me!
I get iritated simply over a small tiny matter.......
I flare up so easily....
I snap at my kids.....to the extent that I even hit them.
I don't remember being like this few years back.
Someone recommended me to take Evening Primrose. I did. Well, it do helps to balance up my hormones, but it makes me put on extra weight.
So I stop.
Now I just can't wait for the "red days" to come and be over with, so that I won't infuriate any further.
In the meantime, don't come near, I'll BITE!!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Friday, March 23, 2007
THE CONVERSATION
I almost forgot that I have a blog to update.
Life has been pretty plain so far. Nothing much to talk about.
I am very grateful that Allah has opened another door for me to seek knowledge. Thank you to a friend that recommended me to that place. Though I have to travel quite a bit, bringing my two smaller kids along, I find it worthwhile. The timing is so right for me. There's also a mini playground for my kids to occupy themselves with. Meaning less interruption from them.
I am so looking forward for every Thursday.
**************************
I had a conversation with Affandy, this morning.
If Hubby is not in town, I have to send my two younger kids to school every morning. Like any other days, the bus was crowded with working adults. Affandy was asking why there were so many people in the bus.
My reply was because these people must take this bus to go to work.
Since he was quiet, I thought he got the picture.
Then I asked him, "Can Ummi go to work?"
Spontaneously he answered, "NO!!"
"Why?"
Innocently and purely he responded, "Ummi cannot work cause Ummi is a girl. Only boys go to work, like Abah."
Mmmmmm.......I like his reply. Untung siapa dapat kahwin dengan anak bujang aku!
But thinking back.....
Apa dia ingat Ummi dia ni tak keje kat rumah? Ummi cuma mengadap muka dia 24 jam!
:)
Life has been pretty plain so far. Nothing much to talk about.
I am very grateful that Allah has opened another door for me to seek knowledge. Thank you to a friend that recommended me to that place. Though I have to travel quite a bit, bringing my two smaller kids along, I find it worthwhile. The timing is so right for me. There's also a mini playground for my kids to occupy themselves with. Meaning less interruption from them.
I am so looking forward for every Thursday.
I had a conversation with Affandy, this morning.
If Hubby is not in town, I have to send my two younger kids to school every morning. Like any other days, the bus was crowded with working adults. Affandy was asking why there were so many people in the bus.
My reply was because these people must take this bus to go to work.
Since he was quiet, I thought he got the picture.
Then I asked him, "Can Ummi go to work?"
Spontaneously he answered, "NO!!"
"Why?"
Innocently and purely he responded, "Ummi cannot work cause Ummi is a girl. Only boys go to work, like Abah."
Mmmmmm.......I like his reply. Untung siapa dapat kahwin dengan anak bujang aku!
But thinking back.....
Apa dia ingat Ummi dia ni tak keje kat rumah? Ummi cuma mengadap muka dia 24 jam!
:)
Monday, March 12, 2007
*GULP*
I'm kidless at the moment!
Yes, I'm alone at home. Syiokness to the max!!
My girls are at their ex-babysitter's house since last night.
My boy is on excursion. I'll be fetching him an an hour's time.
The girls will be back tonight and I shall bring home 1 more girl.
So tomorrow I shall have FOUR kids to look after!! *Gulp*
Yes, I'm alone at home. Syiokness to the max!!
My girls are at their ex-babysitter's house since last night.
My boy is on excursion. I'll be fetching him an an hour's time.
The girls will be back tonight and I shall bring home 1 more girl.
So tomorrow I shall have FOUR kids to look after!! *Gulp*
Thursday, March 08, 2007
KL....HERE I COME
Change of holidays plan.
Initial plan was to bring the kids to Sentosa and shopping at JB. But Hubby got better plans for us!!
We shall balik kampong (yes, really balik kampong) on Thursday and stay for one night. After Friday prayers, we shall zoom to KL!! Yahooooo.........!!
Initial plan was to bring the kids to Sentosa and shopping at JB. But Hubby got better plans for us!!
We shall balik kampong (yes, really balik kampong) on Thursday and stay for one night. After Friday prayers, we shall zoom to KL!! Yahooooo.........!!
Monday, March 05, 2007
MY DAYS
Hubby is back since last Thursday.
My routine and mundane life continues as usual.
But since last Tuesday, I feel like a brand new person. I started something that I yearned to start long time ago. I've been searching for a place to start, but I did not realized that it can be started right at my own abode. Thank you Allah for making it so much easier for me.
Hubby came back from work so late on Friday night, but he purposely did not want to work on last weekends, just to spend quality time with us. I knew he was tired, but he was not in town for the last three weeks, so only on weekends he could make up the missing days with us.
On Saturday, we started with our late expensive lunch at a restaurant in Sembawang. (To me, over S$30 for a simple single meal for a family IS expensive). Then we headed to Vivocity and this was where Hubby gave in to the kids when they pleaded with him to buy some items from Toys'R'Us. The Cars collections for Affandy and make-up kits for the girls. As for me, I got to buy lenses for one-year usage. So kira fair and square lah, as each of us get something from Hubby.
After our weekly religious class on Sunday, we headed to Tebrau City, JB, for our lunch. I have no intention for shop as I know I will be back there on this coming March school holidays. After lunch, Hubby filled petrol for our car and we reached home before 5 pm.
I am so looking forward for the March school holidays as Hubby has confirmed taking leaves to bring us out. Yeah.......!
My routine and mundane life continues as usual.
But since last Tuesday, I feel like a brand new person. I started something that I yearned to start long time ago. I've been searching for a place to start, but I did not realized that it can be started right at my own abode. Thank you Allah for making it so much easier for me.
Hubby came back from work so late on Friday night, but he purposely did not want to work on last weekends, just to spend quality time with us. I knew he was tired, but he was not in town for the last three weeks, so only on weekends he could make up the missing days with us.
On Saturday, we started with our late expensive lunch at a restaurant in Sembawang. (To me, over S$30 for a simple single meal for a family IS expensive). Then we headed to Vivocity and this was where Hubby gave in to the kids when they pleaded with him to buy some items from Toys'R'Us. The Cars collections for Affandy and make-up kits for the girls. As for me, I got to buy lenses for one-year usage. So kira fair and square lah, as each of us get something from Hubby.
After our weekly religious class on Sunday, we headed to Tebrau City, JB, for our lunch. I have no intention for shop as I know I will be back there on this coming March school holidays. After lunch, Hubby filled petrol for our car and we reached home before 5 pm.
I am so looking forward for the March school holidays as Hubby has confirmed taking leaves to bring us out. Yeah.......!
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